urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jvano *jessica vanoeveren* .:in the inside...im not so tough:. 2005-12-01T16:41:12Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jvano:18681 2005-12-01T16:41:12Z 2005-12-01T16:41:12Z around here when it rains- it pours..<br /><br />..im updating this!! wow, finally right??<br /><br />anyways, things have been okay lately. tons of unwanted drama :/ pretty sad about that one.<br />i just dont know what to do anymore..<br />should i hold on to something i want to but that i probably shouldnt..?- or move on when im not wanting to or ready to..ahhh it sucks<br />but im just not gonna worry about it anymore..<br />lifes tooo short, right? :)<br />tomorrows friday!! yey..im excited<br />but confused about what to do..lol<br />i wanna show him and myself and everyone i dont go out and get wasted and fuck up all the time, but i dont wanna sit around and do nothing or not do something i want to do. but no matter what i do im gonna be a gooood girl!!!<br /><br />leave me one if you love me!<br />vano*<br /><br />it sucks to want everything and nothing at the same time..<br />i want whats yours and i want whats mine